the only thing worse
than bad memories
is no memories at all..
[dismemberment plan]
1.25.2008
me feel like Caveman today
head hurt today. me feel like me am dying. brain no work right now. me feel sick.
me know me no write no more. (me think last sentence fun to say.) me sorry. me graduate from school, move home to parents. kill me spirit. me love them and bro but need move out. me need shitty apartment in city for live. me no happy. me sad. me no can write since last spring because me so sad. me sad sack of beans.
me miss friends. me miss freedom. me miss me life.
me no have car at home. me have to ride bus to port authority to work in morning everyday. me have to get picked up from bus at night. me feel bad for bro who pick up me dopey ass at all hours of night.
me drink too much last night. me fall down a lot and break bottle by accident. then me got the farts. big ones. me feel sick today. sick in stomach, brain, and insides. me fall down stairs today. me feel silly. me no like drink so much no more. me move on to hard drugs instead (me kidding! me just kidding.).
me work like crazy now. me like job. but me miss creative job. me making the chedda but miss fun writing job. me feel like failure sometimes. me want to be happy.
[Peek-a-Foo]